“Like most magically aligned things, I found Anthea’s work when I needed it most... I didn’t know what embodiment or somatic healing was. All I knew was that I felt trapped in my own life and body - aware that there was another version of me on the other side of an invisible wall, in plain sight but seemingly impossible to reach.
With Anthea’s guidance, I began the extraordinary journey of returning to my true self: the one tucked under layers of learnt behaviour and old and unhelpful beliefs; the one who dreamed big and who wasn’t afraid of shining and saying no. I now understand embodiment to mean being embodied; getting to know your own body again; how to listen to it and its needs; when it feels free or constricted; its cries of delight or pleas of warning; how to feel when things are a clear yes or no.
In essence, I have learnt how to follow what is right for me from listening to how my body responds to things, not my mind. …and I can easily say that the experience has been, and continues to be, totally life changing. Not only in my personal life, but also in my career.
There are two sides to my job as an actor: the creative/performance side and the practical side… the life of an actor, the ups and downs, the inconsistency, the need to stay fit, healthy and physically/mentally able to actually do the job. I would never want to try and dissect how creating a character actually works or how one acts but what I can say is that this embodiment work has allowed me to come into closer contact with my internal world, allowed me to feel safe in feeling feelings that might feel scary and has reminded me to welcome feeling vulnerable, and how to welcome it and encourage it to stay whilst others see it.
This is obviously a huge part of creative side of my job. And sods law is that since doing this, I have been required to play many more emotionally demanding roles. Another very real element of my job is not getting jobs..! However, by increasing my self awareness through this work and therefore honouring my system and its needs, I have noticed a huge improvement in my sense of self worth. So, then when it come to auditioning for jobs, I have noticed the increased feeling of ease with which I enter the meeting room. It feels much less drastic if I don’t get the job - I truly don’t take the ‘rejections’ personally. It feels like a loving redirection and I genuinely feel excited for the space created by not getting that particular job and feel curious about what will eventually end up filling it.
And lastly, from a practical point of view, I am much more in tune with when my body slips out of regulation, which can happen a lot due to the demanding nature of the job. You obviously can’t always be in a calm, regulated state but I now have the somatic tools to bring me back to a safe and grounded place - enabling my system to feel reassured and back in touch with its base state more regularly.
The knock on effect of this has been seismic on my physical health - better digestion, consistent sleep, a genuine desire to move my body, to name but a few. All in all, I cannot recommend exploring this work enough. Anthea is an absolute expert in this field and I am always delighted to recommend her to people curious and committed enough to start exploring their own life. Her space and style are just magic: soft, knowing, inclusive, calm, grounded and authentic…
BESSIE CARTER - ACTOR AND PRODUCER